Today More Than Yesterday :)

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Can you look at one person for the rest of your life?
I Do
Can you care for someone else more than you do yourself?
I Do
I can answer whoever asks me
You, you’re my love



I will not promise you
If I knew i was going to waver, even for a little bit
I don’t start anything, If I know that the heart can heal itself
























I love you more than I did yesterday
I have never met someone so important and precious to me
that it hurts, to meet you
to feel this happiness
I must have dealt with a lot of pain.
















When the days are hard, it gets sad
The pain that causes the tears to come
it will end someday
the only thing that is endless is our love



I love you more than I did yesterday
I have never met someone so important and precious to me
that it hurts, to meet you
to feel this happiness
I must have dealt with a lot of pain



I dont want to do this ever again
breaking-up unless it’s a break-up to meet you once more
whenever and forever



Because it feels like my overwhelming heart will explode
because I think the person before my eyes isn’t really you
I run, and embrace the breathing you
I am the idiot, who let go of his worries


I love you more than I did yesterday
I have never met someone so important and precious to me
that it hurts, to meet you
to feel this happiness
I must have dealt with a lot of pain


UTP and Kampachi :)

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I'm so bored.
Is there nothing to do in UTP during the weekends???

Went to Kampachi @ Pavilion the last week 
with Sufang.
Ridiculously priced sushi,
though the sushi was quite big 
but with RM200,
we can't even get a decent meal.
Finally, ended up dabao-ing
Subway back for supper.

Had a nice time in KL,
haven't seen Sufang in 3 months,
I think she got thinner.

I have some pics of Kampachi but
too lazy to upload. 
The files are too big and internet too slow.
F*** Malaysia.

Have done some drastic changes to myself lately,
cut off my long hair for a guai-kia look and
done some weight lifting and ab exercises.
Getting a bit too fat for my own liking.
Let's see how it goes after 2 months.

Anyway, time for a nap :)

Trust

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ONCE BROKEN;



YOU NEVER LOOK AT IT THE SAME WAY AGAIN.



RPG VX

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Testing out RPG VX

Title Screen :)

Time for TTP

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Yep, you fucking engineering students, no offense, who thought we have no projects
We IT/ IS students have our own TTP baby
aka. Technopreneurship Team Project.

Just got back to UTP in the afternoon from home,
due to my injuries I was bedridden.
was suffering from something called the reactive arthritis.
Yea, thanks for all your concerns, ccb.

Anyways, was exploring the possible projects we can do for TTP,
but was distracted by the game engine I found online 

Here's one of the maps I made using the engine.
I did not drew a single tile, so don't get too impressed with me :)


Gonna explore more later.
For now, time to bath and have TTP and MSCS meeting.


Freaking Injuries

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After 8 months of not playing basketball,
I was excited to go back to UTP and start playing again 
to get back in shape.

But after two days, the old injuries started resurfacing.
Now I have muscle strains on my left ankle, right ankle, left knee, and left elbow.

Now it's hard to even walk properly and my classes are so freaking far !!
So far, FML
Hope things will change soon :)

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way;
He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me.

A Fragile Trust

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Life is like a story that never stops..
You can't just go back and undo somethings.
So never betray the trust of people who love you the most..
They may forgive you,
but they may never trust you again..

At least that's my opinion.
Okay, done emo-ing :)

=.="

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Are you serious bro??!!

Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

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By Bronnie Ware (who worked for years nursing the dying

For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives. People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality.
I learnt never to underestimate someone’s capacity for growth. Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance. Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them.
When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:
1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made.
It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.
2. I wish I didn’t work so hard.
This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.
By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.
3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.
Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never
became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a
result.
We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.
4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.
It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical
details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end.
That is all that remains in the final weeks, love and relationships.
5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.
This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again. When you are on your deathbed, what  others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying.
Life is a choice. It is YOUR life. Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness.

那些年, 我们一起追的女孩 You Are The Apple of My Eyes

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I watched 那些年, 我们一起追的女孩 You Are The Apple of My Eyes
when I saw so many people commenting on their Facebook.
I am not really a fan of Taiwan movies or dramas,
so I opted for a downloaded version instead of going to the cinemas.

Basically, the movie is based on a novel written by Taiwanese writer 九把刀, aka Giddens.  
The story is about the past life and love story of Giddens himself 



This movie kinda helps me re-live the sweet memories of my secondary school years.
From going to school, always making noise and not studying with your friends,
playing basketball at school and doing whatever you can
to be closer to the girl that you like,
this movie has it all.


main actor and actress in the movie :)






Recommended watch :)

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